As I've said before, Skeeter affords no direct exercise. She is, however, an effective 'enabler' in that she keeps me off the floor. When you have ataxia, that is no small deal. Nonetheless, I could tell that the predictable neurological progression was gradually diminishing my leg strength. A big fear is not being able to get out of a chair. I've learned that some loss is beyond my control and some isn't. Fortunately, I don't have to deal with persistent chronic pain or nausea. At the risk of sounding pollyanna–ish, they are far more debilitating than weakness and loss of balance. I am surrounded by people who, although possibly experiencing a decline in muscle mass for one reason or another, keep their bodies in motion. They run, walk, bike, participate in sports, garden, or chase after small children. My heart is with them—my lower body, not so much. It's OK, really. Sometimes, I'm content to stay home...alone.....
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