Jazz Hands
The ironic thing about having a progressive, neurologic disability is that I often find myself wanting to do things I never did before. For some reason, I want to play the piano or any stringed instrument. My hands look as though they were made to play an instrument. The problems—no prior interest, no musical aptitude, and an ongoing loss of manual dexterity. Go figure. Fortunately, I have full function of my hands and strength, but definitely lack the control and fine motor precision I used to have. I blogged about it four years ago, but I viewed the bigger deficit to be more visual than manual*. Hand tremor isn't an issue most of the time, but hand–eye coordination is. I wish I could find the humor in it, but I can't always. Lack of coordination is often the first and most noticeable sign of ataxia, but it can feel like clumsiness. I sometimes find it hard to take it in stride. It's worse if I try harder and wil...